Here am I, All of me, Take my life, it's all for Thee.

Holy crap! I do realize that it has been a very long time since I posted a new blog and now there are two blogs in one night. There is a good reason for that though. I couldn’t post the one about moving until it was announced in church and then I kind of forgot to post it after that. The other reason is because I have been extremely busy in the last few weeks because I only have a week left of school! I can’t believe that I am almost done with my junior year of college. I’m definitely growing up way too fast and I don’t like that. I was kind of hoping I could just stay young the rest of my life. Well I should probably update you on what’s going on in my life. Here’s a quick over view because let’s face it, I’m still busy and should probably be writing my lesson plan instead of writing another blog.

Plain and Simple: there are three things I learned this year.

1.     Someday your family is going to change.

Let’s face it eventually my family would have changed. It will continue to grow through marriage and having kids (which is awkward to say because I am now where near either of those options) but it will grow. I’m still not sure how the situation with Sandrina will go but my family has changed.

2.    Life is never easy but God is in control.

A year ago I would have never imagined that I would be where I am today and that my family would be moving to Florida and possibly adopting. God’s plan is so much greater than I could ever have imagined. And let me tell you it has definitely not been an easy ride. There are still roadblocks that pop up but God is helping us through those each day, we just have to continue to rely on him and live to love the way he loves us.

3.    Be yourself.

If there was one thing I wish I could change it would be that since I got to college I wouldn’t have been so afraid to be the person God created me to be. I have listened to what movies, t.v, and magazines tell me I should be way too long and I’m working towards loving myself the way God perfectly and specially created me to be. The thing wrong with me is that I don’t fully love myself the way I should. I promise this will change because when you realize there are more important things in life than how you dress or how much you weigh, you won’t waste any more time worry about the worldly things.